START WITH SCRIPTURE:
Psalm 31:9-16
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OBSERVE:
This is a Psalm of Lament attributed to David. The Psalm is written from the first-person perspective, as a deeply personal plea for the mercy of Yahweh.
The descriptions of David’s malaise are very physically graphic, and deeply emotional:
My eye, my soul, and my body waste away with grief.
For my life is spent with sorrow,
my years with sighing.
My strength fails because of my iniquity.
My bones are wasted away.
Whatever the source of his distress, it affects him holistically — body and mind are suffering.
But that isn’t all. His malaise also affects his social relationships. Those who have been a part of his normal community find him repugnant because of his adversaries:
Because of all my adversaries I have become utterly contemptible to my neighbors,
A fear to my acquaintances.
Those who saw me on the street fled from me.
There is no detail about who his adversaries may be, but because of slanders and conspiracies, he is experiencing terror. The imagery he uses to describe the sense of alienation from his community is vivid:
I am forgotten from their hearts like a dead man.
I am like broken pottery.
His terrors are grounded in the fear that someone is plotting to take his life.
However, in verses 14 to 16 there is a decisive change of mood, as he declares:
But I trust in you, Yahweh.
I said, “You are my God.”
My times are in your hand.
Despite his physical, emotional and social suffering and alienation, he places his complete trust in Yahweh, and confesses his faith. There is also a kind of serenity that he finds as he places his life (my times) in Yahweh’s hand.
He prays for deliverance from his persecutors, and then in a tour de force of faith, he alludes to two key spiritual principles in Hebraic spirituality:
Make your face to shine on your servant.
Save me in your loving kindness.
The first phrase reminds us of Aaron’s high priestly blessing early in Israel’s history:
Yahweh bless you, and keep you.
Yahweh make his face to shine on you,
and be gracious to you.
Yahweh lift up his face toward you,
and give you peace (Numbers 6:24-26) .
The word face in Hebrew is panayim, which also means presence. Yahweh’s presence is to bring light to his servant.
And the second phrase, loving kindness is a frequent refrain in the Psalms that describes Yahweh’s disposition toward his people and his creatures. Out of 174 mentions of Yahweh’s loving kindness, 121 are found in the Psalms alone.
A Psalm that begins in misery and distress ends with trust in Yahweh’s presence and loving kindness.
APPLY:
It is virtually impossible to know the context of this Psalm in David’s life. Any number of circumstances might apply:
- King Saul turned against him and jealously sought to end David’s life;
- David experienced the consequences of his own adulterous and murderous crime, which led to his heartbroken repentance;
- David was betrayed later in his life by his own son, Absalom.
We can certainly see echoes in this Psalm of the experiences of David’s greatest descendant, Jesus — abandoned by his acquaintances, forgotten like broken pottery, slandered, plotted against, persecuted. Since this Psalm is the Lectionary reading for the beginning of Holy Week, it is impossible for us not to think of Jesus as we read these lines.
However, these lines may also apply to us, when we also experience grief; when our eyes and soul and body waste away with grief; when our years are spent in sorrow and sighing; when we feel abandoned by those we once relied on as neighbors and friends.
Then, like David, we will need to find the same refuge that he did, and pray:
I trust in you, Yahweh.
I said, “You are my God.”
My times are in your hand.
Deliver me from the hand of my enemies, and from those who persecute me.
Make your face to shine on your servant.
Save me in your loving kindness.
This Psalm provides the example of a life that turns from despair and darkness to hope in God and his light.
RESPOND:
What shines through this Psalm is the promise that despite distress and grief and despair, our hope is in God. There is a transition in this Psalm that can give us courage, as we are reminded to trust in God.
One phrase leaps out at me, though. When David extols Yahweh, he says:
My times are in your hand.
This resonates with me. The times in which I live are supremely uncertain. Geopolitics, national politics and economics, my own denomination, and the culture in which I live, are all in a state of flux and chaos, it seems to me.
When I think of my own life in relation to all this, I feel rather small and insignificant. I’m reminded, though, of a classic scene in the movie Casablanca. Rick, an embittered hard drinking night club owner has met again with the one love of his live, Ilsa. He had lost her only to find her again during the chaotic times early in World War II. Now she is married to a hero of the Czech resistance, and must choose whether to stay with him or return to Rick. But Rick realizes that there is something bigger at that moment than two people who were in love, and he must let her go:
I’m no good at being noble, but it doesn’t take much to see that the problems of three little people don’t amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world. Someday you’ll understand that.
For some reason, I’m reminded of this when I remember that my times are in God’s hand.
I find this very reassuring — that no matter what happens, I have turned the keys over to God. And I can trust that his face will shine on me, and his loving kindness will save me.
Lord, distress and grief and abandonment are likely to happen in this broken world. Thank you that your presence shines on me, and your loving kindness will save me. Keep me faithful to you. Amen.
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